The Seeds

after my status I realized I hadn't written something about them so I just wrote this- it was pretty easy...

when i look into those eyes
I realize
failure's not an option
though right now it feels like I lost them to adoption
they're always on my mind
and so maybe one day they'll find
these lines
and hope they understand what happened in these times
the thoughts of giving up
get shut the fuck up
when I think about their future
And I pray they'll never have to go through something like this
I hope they continue to reminisce
on past fun past trips
and come to grips
that pops was far from perfect
but time spent with him was worth it
I preach don't settle to be like me
My job is for you both to be better than me
my undying love is all I can guarantee
so I hope you see
this experience burns my heart
from the depths of hell
so I'm going back to the start
reinventing myself is going to be the hard part
I'm truly sorry for this ride
hope at the end of this tunnel you'll still be by my side
cuz my life belongs to you
so from now on everything I do
every sacrifice every hardship
every missed relationship
will be so that I can secure
your love now and in the future
with this I hope you get the idea
I love you Danny and Sofia...