insomnia

its 2 steps forward one step back
or is it the other way around
my life is bound to get better right
still trying to understand that night
still trying to stop regretting stop livin in hindsight
my fortunes should be taking flight
I'm bound to get better since I've been through the worse
so with these words I try to disperse
stuck in strange thought a strange town
trying to work the angle while in this city of angels
have friends but still feeling like a stranger
old out dated tired of getting faded
tired of the game tired of feeling jaded
have 2 seeds whose childhood theres no delayin
missing it so I can grow up
thoughts of them hatin got me throwin up
so sure enough you can find me at the local drink spot
not remembering how I got to where I woke up

sleepless in a borrowed bed
verse on display cuz it has to be said
if you don't get it- thats ok I don't neither
thoughts runnin' wild I need a breather
only get one chance to get this right
cuz you only get so many rewrites
before people tire of you
trying to bring back the old school
though i never finished college
my experience better than book knowledge
I'm my own savior my own creator
drunk, sober I aint a player
have too many complex layers
so if you pass well then I'll take her
good at writtens better at oral
one shot and they'll find out why
the S T comes before the R-O-Y
keep laughin till you cry
you know this shit is live
as much as you dont wanna you feel the vibe
wondering when my brain is gonna call it a night
close my eyes but no sleep in sight
so I sit here and continue to write
hoping in the morning coffee will make me right...